Monthly Archives: December 2024

2024: My Year in Books

I started tracking the books that I read in 2017 and have maintained that habit ever since. I typically read twenty-to-thirty each year, although that jumped to forty during the crazy COVID year of 2020. This year will end at thirty; however, I must say that as a whole the quality of this year’s list was remarkable, which is really saying something given what I have read in the past.

I made it a point several years ago to read just as much fiction as nonfiction, and I am proud that has become a habit, too. I tended to veer toward nonfiction, but I equally love and benefit from works of fiction, so I am glad to have achieved a balanced reading diet.

I don’t like to rank the books and declare favorites for multiple reasons. Well, actually, I do like to rank books and declare favorites, but for multiple reasons I try to avoid that tendency. Instead, I think I will just share the list below — divided by fiction/nonfiction in the order I read them — and share a note about each one. If anyone has follow-up questions, please feel free to ask publicly or privately.

Nonfiction:

  1. Spirit Run by Noe Alvarez (a gift from my daughter, Hillary, and a gift for runners who want to go on a crazy cool travel journey)                                       
  2. How to Know a Person by David Brooks (a gift from a former coworker, Shelley, and to risk sounding overly dramatic, should possibly be required reading for U.S. citizens in the 21st Century)                             
  3. Why We Sleep by Matthew Walker (fascinating insight into an underrated health crisis)                          
  4. Boys in the Boat by Daniel James Brown (a gift from my daughter, Erica, and a wonderful story of endurance and triumph through sport)                  
  5. Why We Love Baseball by Joe Posnanski (a gift from my daughter’s boyfriend, Quentin, and a perfect illustration of how a book’s title can capture its essence)                            
  6. The Servant Lawyer by Robert Cochran, Jr. (written by a friend and colleague that I deeply admire and helpful for any Christian in the legal profession)             
  7. Amusing Ourselves to Death by Neil Postman (recommended by my friend, Sandi, and it blew my mind that Postman’s remarkable insights predated the computer revolution — another on my required reading list for present-day Americans)                                 
  8. Somehow by Anne Lamott (another gift from my former coworker, Shelley, who is a fellow Anne Lamott fan; saying that this wasn’t my favorite Anne Lamott book would be like saying a sunset was slightly less spectacular than another)
  9. Eight Keys to Forgiveness by Robert Enright (Enright is a pioneer in examining forgiveness, which is a conflict resolution course I have taught for years, and I finally got around to reading one of his books, which was well worth it)                       
  10. Sapiens by Yuval Noah Harari (my friend/student, Laura, gave me Sapiens as a special gift, and both the gift and the book meant so much to me: it challenges everything, which is right up my alley, and I will be thinking on it forever)                                             
  11. The Universal Christ by Richard Rohr (Rohr is a gift to so many of us disillusioned by conservative Christianity, and while this book wasn’t the book I expected it to be for me personally, I found his thesis both compelling and helpful)                                              
  12. The Warmth of Other Suns by Isabel Wilkerson (a gift from my daughter, Erica, and while I said I wasn’t going to rank the books, this extraordinary telling of the Great Migration is probably the most impactful book that I read this year — yet another on the required reading list for all Americans)           
  13. Academic Coaching by Marc Howlett & Kristen Rademacher (recommended by two separate friends/colleagues, Tim and Brenda, and I was more than impressed that a book can be simultaneously well-researched, succinct, and practical)            
  14. Never Givin’ Up by Kurt Dietrich (an outstanding book from a new friend in Wisconsin chronicling the life of the sensational entertainer (and Ripon College alum), Al Jarreau)                             
  15. Introduction to Sport Law by Spengler, Anderson, Connaughton, and Baker (a textbook in preparation for a course that I get to teach this semester!)

Fiction:

  1. Clock Dance by Anne Tyler (I have long loved Anne Tyler novels)
  2. Elevation by Stephen King (King is a writing hero, and this novella was entertaining as expected, but not one of my favorites)
  3. The Midnight Library by Matt Haig (not what I expected, but a good read)
  4. Memphis by Tara Stringfellow (really good, probably especially if you are from near Memphis like me)
  5. Heaven and Earth Grocery Store by James McBride (a truly outstanding book, and possibly my favorite novel of all time, except that I kept reading more novels this year)
  6. Malibu Rising by Taylor Jenkins Reid (well, guilty pleasure reading maybe (?), but I enjoyed it since I knew all the Malibu references)
  7. The Lonely Hearts Book Club by Lucy Gilmore (stumbled on this book, characterized as a “feel-good” novel, which must be my kind of book since I like feeling good)
  8. Tom Lake by Ann Patchett (so, so good — Nashville author writing of an older couple living on a cherry farm in rural Michigan and recalling experiences of the glitz and glamor of Hollywood in younger years — that we moved from Malibu to rural Wisconsin later this year might suggest that this book is personally special)
  9. Our Town by Thornton Wilder (Tom Lake was based on Our Town, so I had to get around to finally reading it)
  10. Hula by Jasmin Iolani Hakes (picked this up during Asian American and Pacific Islander Heritage Month, and glad that I did — a challenging story that spans three generations of women)
  11. The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingsolver (a recommendation from my daughter, Hillary, and I wondered how I had missed Kingsolver all of these years — so much that I wondered if it was better than Heaven and Earth Grocery Store)
  12. Demon Copperhead by Barbara Kingsolver (now all into Kingsolver, and based on a recommendation from my wife, I decided that Demon Copperhead is the best novel I have ever read)
  13. The Beginner’s Goodbye by Anne Tyler (did I say that I love Anne Tyler novels?)
  14. James by Percival Everett (my goodness, what a year of reading novels — this one won the National Book Award for fiction this year for good reason, and I absolutely loved it — a retelling of Adventures of Huckleberry Finn from Jim’s perspective, which is just brilliant)
  15. Atonement by Ian McEwan (I ended the year with a re-reading of Atonement, which I had said prior to 2024 was my favorite novel of all time — not sure I can still say that, but reading it again reminded me of why I loved it so much)

Holiday Travel

4am: The alarm sounds. We are going to California today to celebrate Christmas with daughters and friends.

5am: We leave the house. It’s dark, there are seven inches of snow on the ground, and black ice lurks on the neighborhood streets but clear sailing on the highways.

6am: We are first in line at the American Airlines counter at the super-convenient Appleton airport, and the customer at the desk in front of us cannot communicate in English. She is flying alone, and I imagine how frightened she must be.

7am: We are at our gate and learn there are thirty passengers on our small plane to Chicago. A passenger is asked to switch rows for proper weight distribution. This is not an encouraging announcement.

8:31am: We land safely and early at O’Hare, where I proceed to lead us the wrong direction for our connecting flight. Jody makes a remark that in certain cultures might be referred to as “snide.”

9:05am: While waiting to board, I notice a child screaming for a bagel, apparently unfazed by reports of Santa’s all-seeing eyes.

9:17am: I am on the jet bridge and notice Bagel Kid behind me! I start softly humming the “sees-you-when-you’re-sleeping-knows-when-you’re-awake” portion of the song as a subliminal ploy.

9:30am: We are seated and situated on the plane, and Bagel Kid thankfully migrates to the back of the plane. A different child directly behind us seems cute, not desperate for bagels. Her name is clearly Bianca, and she pronounces “tall building” as “taw bill-dwing.” Adorable.

9:40am: It is announced that an untagged black bag was left on the jet bridge. I suddenly wish that I hadn’t watched the terrifying movie “Carry On” recently.

9:41am: We are all asked to pay close attention to the safety demonstration. We completely fail this thoughtful and simple request. Grateful that the flight attendant does not appear to be insulted.

9:45am: Jody is prepared with snack options and ear buds and movies to watch on her phone. I, on the other hand, am unprepared and decide to observe everything for the next three hours and forty-nine minutes of flight time. I did bring one snack, and I start doing rationing math on when to eat it.

9:53am: I notice a dog two rows ahead on the opposite aisle. The dog has a strikingly similar hairstyle to its owner, albeit different colors.

10:01am: We are taxiing for takeoff. I suspect that Bianca learned to talk early, given the thirty-one minutes we’ve been together 

10:03am: We take off.

10:22am: I am already bored. I begin reading the flight information brochure. Under health information, it begins, “Before traveling, talk to your doctor about any concerns.” This seems a bit late to share such helpful advice. I also read about a terrifying blood clot that can kill you during flight.

10:24am: I put away the flight information brochure.

10:30am: A flight attendant uses tongs to serve and collect tiny washcloths to those seated in first class — the dog and I find this wildly entertaining.

11:01am: I eat my snack. Only two hours and fifty-one minutes to go!

11:03am: The snack and drink cart comes and goes, and I notice that the dog owner shares her water and Biscoff cookies with her dog. They are apparently very close.

11:09am: I have secretly been counting the number of people who have unwittingly placed their butt next to the dog’s face while standing in the aisle. We are up to four. The dog has repeatedly refused to sniff. On each occasion the dog has looked away, appearing demure. Impressive.

11:17am: A young father takes his baby to the lavatory to change a diaper. I don’t think I have that level of talent, to change a dirty diaper in an airplane lavatory. I also decide never to go into that particular lavatory.

11:21am: The dad emerges. I conclude that he must lead a NASCAR pit crew. I consider giving a high five but decline for sanitary reasons.

11:23am: Bianca starts saying “I need help” over and over again. She is a little less adorable now.

12:06pm: I must have dozed off for a while. That was helpful.

12:07pm: It occurs to me that I haven’t heard Bagel Kid scream once during the entire trip. I suspect drugs. Or possibly delicious bagels.

12:20pm: No butt-sniff number five! And this unsuspecting gentleman could be involved in the plumbing profession. The dog’s self-control is outstanding. I suspect this good dog would not have eaten its one snack so early on a long flight.

12:28pm: Unfortunately, I have now had a couple of butts stuck in my own face. Followed the dog’s lead: I looked away, unimpressed.

12:52pm: Jody lets me borrow a snack.

12:55pm: I could use a tiny washcloth.

12:59pm: Bianca has been strangely quiet for a very long time. More drug suspicions.

1:24pm: We begin our descent to the City of Angels.

1:52pm: We land safely at LAX, where it is actually 11:52am. I find myself truly hoping that Bagel Kid, Bianca, and the well-behaved dog each enjoy the merriest of Christmases.

12:45pm (PST): Erica greets us at the crazy busy airport. Our checked bag actually arrives. Breakfast in Wisconsin, lunch in Los Angeles. All things considered, a Christmas miracle.

Tomorrow, we take a road trip to Northern California. I wonder what adventures that will bring?!

Abstraction Kills

What can lead one person to kill someone they have never met?

I suspect you saw the news. On December 4, a gunman in a hooded jacket shot and killed Brian Thompson, the 50-year-old CEO of UnitedHealthcare, as he left his hotel in New York City. The killer fled the scene, triggering a nationwide manhunt, and given the victim’s job, reports that the words deny, defend, and depose were on the shell casings furthered the suspicion that this was a targeted attack. And I suspect you saw the quick, troubling reactions to the murder afterward, like t-shirts for sale with the words deny, defend, and depose on them, and references to the shooter as a hero for murdering a health insurance company CEO. And you probably saw the subsequent arrest at a Pennsylvania McDonalds of 26-year-old Luigi Mangione, a prep school valedictorian and Ivy League grad from a prominent Baltimore family.

The entire story sounds more like a Grisham novel than real life, so the media attention is unsurprising.  

Murder is reprehensible. You might think that goes without saying, but it doesn’t; go without saying, that is. I strongly oppose all acts of violence and for both strategic and theological reasons promote creative nonviolent resistance as an alternative. I remain convinced that what theologian Walter Wink termed the “myth of redemptive violence” is descriptive not just of American history but all of human history, and I defy the claim that violence can be a source of good. So, I unequivocally condemn the murder of Brian Thompson.

As expected, the victim left behind heartbroken family and friends. I read the reactions of those who knew Brian Thompson the best and understand their bewilderment at the widespread popularity of the alleged killer. They described the victim as a small-town, blue-collar kid from Iowa who was a good student and then worked hard as he rose through the ranks to become the CEO of a major corporation. Thompson earned ten million dollars in salary and benefits last year and was in many ways the popularly-understood American success story. Rags to riches. How could anyone celebrate the cold-blooded murder of a Horatio Alger hero story?

If you find yourself so bewildered, there is another perspective that is helpful to understand. Consider, if you will, the perspective of countless human beings who have watched their loved ones suffer and die due to the cold denial of insurance coverage by a fabulously wealthy company whose chief executive was paid over ten million dollars last year. (To do the math, that’s well over $1,000/hour for every single hour of the year.) Some of you might not have to try very hard to imagine this alternative perspective, and to be honest, I didn’t have to try very hard either. To understand the anger and bitterness, that is.

When I consider the murder of an American rags-to-riches success story by someone who is representative of millions of wronged Americans using violent tactics characteristic of American history and popular culture, I ask myself how to make sense of it all, and it turns out that I do have a particular thought to share.

Ten years ago, Simon Sinek published a wonderful leadership book titled, Leaders Eat Last, and I was especially impressed by his chapter, The Abstract Challenge. [Note: I mentioned this book and chapter specifically in a recent and relevant post, Small but Mighty.] Sinek pictures the initial attempts of humans to live in groups and imagines a village deciding on a leader and granting the leader certain privileges but with an important understanding: When our village gets attacked by a lion or tiger, it’s your job to fight it for us! However, Sinek argues, as human civilization evolved over subsequent thousands of years, the leaders still received lots of privileges, but they also became further and further removed from the people they are there to protect. So, to the modern leader, those they are to protect often become more and more “abstract.” To illustrate, the CEO of a major corporation leads massive numbers of people whose names they will simply never know. And given this state of affairs, as Sinek concludes, in organizations—and he actually uses the following phrase as a chapter title—abstraction kills.

I was struck by how literal that may have become in this particular case.

What can lead a prep school valedictorian and Ivy League grad from a prominent Baltimore family to kill a hard-working rags-to-riches story from a blue-collar Iowa family when the two have never met?

Possibly, because abstraction kills.

There are many conversation topics that emerge from this popular true crime story, and I hope that on one hand we will remember to reaffirm the rule of law and condemn murder, and I hope that on the other hand we will at some point truly consider universal health care. But it seems to me that neither conversation will make a dent in The Abstract Challenge. We can hardly reverse millennia of sociological developments overnight to address such a fundamental reality.

But as I have argued before, I do think we can begin a grassroots effort toward that end and adopt a posture that consistently resists the powerful sociological inertia that constantly reduces actual human beings into invisible abstractions. To be candid, that is why I like living in a small town. And why I like working at a small college. And why I like being a part of a small church. In small towns, and small organizations, and small churches, it is exponentially more difficult for people—and their joys and their pains—to be invisible.

In a phrase, it is vital that we learn to truly see people.[1] All people. It’s a nearly impossible task in a modern world, but don’t let that stop us from trying. We are facing powerful forces that lead to violence and death, but I am convinced that life and love are worth the (creative, nonviolent) resistance.


[1] And I’ve also said this before, but I encourage you to read the latest book from David Brooks, How to Know a Person: The Art of Seeing Others Deeply, and Being Deeply Seen (2023).

Oh the Weather Outside Is Frightful

Ripon, Wisconsin

Wisconsin old-timers speak of harsher winters in days gone by, but I’m telling you that it’s colder than penguin snot here today. Wind chills are twenty below zero, which I recently learned is an actual number, and I believe that I am now permitted to use the phrase “frigid conditions.”

I was born in 1970 and grew up in the northeastern corner of Arkansas where we would get several inches of snow each winter, sometimes more, sometimes less. I remember my mother making delicious snow ice cream when it arrived, and I recall sledding adventures and snowball fights, building snow people and making snow angels, listening for school closures on the radio and learning to drive on icy roads. I also remember terrifying my parents in a pre-cellphone era by driving home from college in a driving snowstorm, and I recall college days in the mountainous northwestern tip of Arkansas where one October I walked across campus marveling at such an early snow. And best of all, back in my hometown in the early days of my post-college professional career, I remember an unusual winter ice storm in 1994 that provided a couple of uninterrupted weeks to get to know Jody, which undoubtedly accelerated our relationship—the best thing that ever happened to me.

So it makes sense that the winter season produces a sweet sentimentality in my mind.

But in early 1999, just before the turn of the millennium, we embarked on a twenty-year journey that led us to live on two separate, beautiful coasts with abundant sunshine and insignificant winter—and it was as glorious as it sounds. When prompted, I often repeated a new friend’s response to the question of whether he missed the beauty of a snow-filled winter: “If you miss what it looks like, buy a picture.” I joked that I was getting spoiled, not really suspecting that a joke might still be true. 

We moved to Nashville in 2019, a snazzy Southern city that expects a few inches of snow each year, which reminded me of my Arkansas home, and I was caught off guard by my happy heart when the snow fell from the sky, discovering that I owned a special smile that I had not realized was missing.

We then moved to rural Illinois in 2021, a step up in winter world for us, where a foot or so of snow is expected every winter, and I noticed that the special smile moved with me.

And here we are in Wisconsin in 2024, a winter wonderland that expects at least three feet of snow each year, and I am trying to explain to those of you scratching your heads why I am particularly happy.

Physically, I am not built for the winter. I’m not built for winter at all. I am skinny (no insulation). I am bald (no protection). To overshare, I have a thyroid condition that leaves me susceptible to cold weather and is better suited for a desert. But emotionally, I still smile each time it snows, and I noticed not long ago that cold weather triggers a set of previously forgotten memories that awaken a child that was ironically hibernating inside of me.

It is colder than a polar bear’s pajamas outside today. Sheesh, it is brutal and even dangerous. As Dean Martin might describe it, the weather outside is absolutely frightful, and I don’t suppose I will ever adjust to twenty below. But I’m telling you that somehow and somewhere in the mysterious interior of my mind and heart burns a magical little fire that is positively delightful.

America Raw

I am going to share a disturbing metaphor. It is unpleasant, so consider yourself warned, but I do hope you will read on and consider.

To begin, I confess that I have not followed the professional wrestling craze over the years. As a child, I spent Saturday mornings watching Mid-South Wrestling on a local Memphis television station and rooted for “Superstar” Bill Dundee over Jerry “The King” Lawler, but when professional wrestling later consolidated and exploded into a mammoth empire I was occupied with other things. It wasn’t a moral choice at the time; I was probably just too infatuated with traditional sports.

However, while channel surfing over the last couple of years, I stumbled on and appreciated several A&E documentaries featuring the biographies of famous wrestlers whose names I could not have escaped had I tried: “Macho Man” Randy Savage. Jake “The Snake” Roberts. “Stone Cold” Steve Austin. The Undertaker. And of course, I also watched a movie or two, so names like Hulk Hogan, Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson, and John Cena are more than familiar.

But it wasn’t wrestling fandom that led me recently to watch all six episodes of the current Netflix docuseries, Mr. McMahon, chronicling the life and times of the legendary promoter, Vince McMahon, who transformed wrestling into a national phenomenon and himself into a multibillionaire. Instead, as a higher education professional, I was interested in the McMahon story since Linda McMahon, Vince’s spouse of fifty-eight years (though very recently separated), has been nominated by President-elect Trump as the next leader of the federal department of education. I felt the need to learn more.

I did watch all six episodes, and many were very hard to watch.

Episode Five, titled, “Family Business,” was one of the hard ones and the first to really feature Linda. It shared when Vince’s evil (“heel”) character began to incorporate his wife and children into the storyline, which involved times when Linda would slap her children on camera and others when she would portray a drugged spouse whose husband would carry on affairs in front of her. This phase in the story of the World Wrestling Federation (at the time, later changed to World Wrestling Entertainment (“WWE”) due to a lawsuit) coincided with the rise of reality television, and the McMahon storyline blended reality and soap opera with a blurry line as to which parts were real. But it turns out that this post is not so much about Linda McMahon specifically.

The previous episode, Episode Four, titled “Attitude,” is another hard one and the centerpiece of the docuseries. It showcased the “Attitude Era” as announced on an episode of “Monday Night Raw” in 1997 when Vince McMahon (the business mogul) became “Mr. McMahon” (the heel/character, and docuseries title). The Attitude Era featured marked and intentional increases in hardcore, sadistic violence as well as sexually provocative content that objectified women—and the business exploded in popularity.

Episode Four reminded me that the Attitude Era was not a cultural anomaly in the late 1990s. It recalled the rise of “trash television” like The Jerry Springer Show and radio “shock jocks” like Howard Stern that were wildly popular, too. In an earlier episode of Mr. McMahon, famed bodybuilder and wrestler, Tony Atlas, described the era by saying, “We would have been looked upon in today’s society as some of the worst human beings walking the face of the Earth. I mean, we abused the hell out of women. All of us did. You know, they were like a toy for us.”

On a personal level, Episode Four led me to recall a particular prevailing [A]ttitude in the dark parts of my own childhood. I remembered when I learned terrible racist jokes (starting in elementary school). I remembered when shaming queer people was the standard. I remembered when offensive terms for disabled people were used to mock others. I remembered when the objectification of women was the societal norm.

I found it intriguing that Tony Atlas sensed a difference “in today’s society.” Times did change in certain important ways in the 21st century. The “#MeToo” movement created a major backlash against clergy sexual abuse and the Harvey Weinsteins and Larry Nassers in the United States. The creation of a “Pride Month” was a major national statement that queer shaming is unacceptable. The “Black Lives Matter” movement demanded recognition of the legacy of historic racial terror and the white supremacist foundations of the United States. “DEI” departments were established to work toward campus environments where everyone is included. The word “woke” entered the national vocabulary to say that we should no longer turn a blind eye to the terrible abuse that exists in our country. A “cancel culture” for offenders emerged.

As did accusations that these movements were going too far. Even though the movements used mild terms that reflected centuries of humiliation like the simple “me, too” (in response to being silenced) and “pride” (in response to being shamed) and “matter” (in response to being deemed insignificant) and “inclusion” (in response to being excluded) and “woke” (in response to being invisible), the accusations mounted that things were going too far. And following the 2024 presidential election, exit polls suggested that more than a few agreed with the accusations.

Given the perceived mandate, President-elect Trump then began to nominate unorthodox public figures to be his top leaders, including several accused of sexual assault; and including Linda McMahon to be the face of education.

As I watched the Netflix docuseries alongside the national news, here is the ominous metaphor that entered my mind: The current United States of America as a WWE crowd in the Attitude Era. In fact, while the thought first entered my mind in Episode Four of Mr. McMahon, the sixth and final episode begins by chronicling the rise of Donald Trump from business person to reality television star (including WWE) to popular politician and refers to “the wrestling-ification of America.”

No, I’m not claiming that all Trump supporters consciously and specifically voted for WWE values from the Attitude Era, although I am positive there are a disturbing number that did. What I am claiming is that whether enthusiastic or willing to compromise, whether reluctant or unaware, it seems clear that the nation—through the ballot box—purchased a ticket to the outrageous show. At the very least that is what the Cabinet nomination process displays so far.

In a sense, I guess the story of Vince McMahon’s astounding business success displayed that the United States already was a WWE crowd, but the pendulum swing toward a return to the Attitude Era on a national level is troubling, especially when you remember what that looked like. At some point in Episode Four, a wrestler asked a pertinent question: “Which is worse: the people who do it (i.e., sadistic violence; abuse women), or the people who love it?” I’m not sure of the answer, but it is a good question. And while I fear the cultural pendulum swing, I hope that it is less of a pendulum and more of a roller coaster drop with an ultimate upward trajectory toward progress. But I can’t say that with any confidence: It doesn’t bode well that, while we have seen this before, it is the first time that we have witnessed it with the massive power of the federal government.

If you haven’t tuned me out and still truly wonder why many are heartbroken and scared following the presidential election, consider this: While many hear the slogan, Make America Great Again, as an innocent return to a time when one income was sufficient for a family and students prayed in school, many others—especially given the actions and rhetoric of the politician that coined the slogan—hear “Again” as the time when racist jokes were commonplace, queer people were shamed and ostracized, disabled people were mocked, and women were abused and silenced. And for those facing such a recurrence, enthusiastic Christian approval is particularly painful.

It is possible that my voice is guilt-inspired. I am okay with that. Looking back at my life, I am surely not innocent. And speaking up for victims of centuries of racial, gender, and “other” abuse is literally the least I can do.

I encourage you to watch Mr. McMahon even though it is a painful experience, especially if you are willing to consider what makes it so painful. Doing so now seems timely as we fill the arena for a brand-new season of “America Raw.”